This past week, I have been being challenged to evaluate my life in the area of being a Christ follower. I use the term Christ follower because it seems to fit better that Christian, although both apply. But I want more than to be what our society labels Christian. I want to care not what others inside and outside the church think but rather what Christ thinks.
As I have evaluated that simple point of caring what Christ thinks, I have realized something, I haven’t put the effort into developing a relationship with him as closely as it has to be for me to be an effective follower of His.
In small group last night, we talked about the fact that God’s purpose is two-fold for us. First, he wants relationship with us. Not just a friendly chat once in a while. Not just a “thank you for food” conversation or a “please bless my parents” conversation. God wants true authentic relationship where we are looking to him to be our everything.
I was talking with my wife last night and we had been sharing with each other our day’s struggles and some of the things we knew were going on with those around us and it was getting heavy. We were both struggling with how to cope and how to minister in these situations. It took me a while of talking with her but there came a point at which I was just overwhelmed. It was at that point when I finally realized something, God is part of our relationship. This doesn’t seem earth-shattering and it really isn’t, but when we realize God is part of our relationship, the fact that we are struggling with things dims. When we have an all-powerful God who stands with us as an equal partner in our marriage, we don’t have to worry about anything. We just have to look to Him for leadership.
What I am trying to say is that being Christ followers doesn’t mean following some 12-step program. It means seeking after Him with all that we are. It means giving more time to him than we give to other things. It means that we spend time reading and praying instead of watching the next cool thing that happens to be on tv. It means that we spend more time with our family showing them Christ’s love instead of pursuing that hobby that we like. While these aren’t all bad, when they take our eyes off Christ, they become sin for us.
God calls us to greater things, I choose to strive after Him with all that I am. It will look different to the world. It will look different to most of the Church. It will be out of the norm because that is what God called us to. I will not settle for mediocrity or indifference. I will not settle for second best. I will not settle with what mainstream Christianity says is what I need. I will read Scripture to see what it says. I will live and obey everything Christ directed us to. I will take Scripture as truth and live within that truth. I will strive after God with all that I am, all that I do, in all the relationships I have, in my time, in my work , in my marriage, in my church…. In absolutely every part of my life, God is first. God is second. God is third. God is everything. Without Him I can do nothing. I will be with Him. I will look to him for guidance, direction, sustenance. I am a child of the Great High God who made the universe. God is my father.
This is my choice. This year I will do my best to live the above. I will try to set an example that others are drawn to. Join me in this effort. Hold me accountable to the above. Because, I want to know Christ and experience the mighty power that raised him from the dead. I want to suffer with him, sharing in his death, so that one way or another I will experience the resurrection from the dead! I don’t mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me. No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it,but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.
~Jonathan